FAIL

May 31st, 2009

There is this quite interesting internet meme called FAIL. It and its cousin (epic fail) first were used mainly in gaming, but these days they have reached a more universal status – to a point they are quite much used in live conversations aswell. What is quite interesting is, why we like to point out something is a failure. It sets the sayer to a higher position, from where that person can pass his/her judgement. Using the meme FAIL that person can thus sense self gratification and ownership of some information the other (whoever failed miserably) clearly didn’t have. Basicly it boils down to the fact we like to laugh at someone else’s stupidity. FAIL used to be the extreme case, but since the growing popularity of the meme, its power is inflating somewhat. There are even blogs for the meme and meme-videos in youtube about it.

FAIL is the real life counterpart to slapstick humor. Probably it works so well just because its real. The whole thing probably started, because nerds so much like to be right and show it. Since then its becoming a new word for social interaction, and something you should know to keep in touch with the times.

And it’s pretty self explanatory, what more needs to be said, than a single word?

Big stories and small stories

May 24th, 2009

After being in the movies once again (yeah, the second time I watched Star Trek…) I started to think about how we narrate our own lives and to what stories we attach ourselves and which stories identify our life. Especially I started to ponder the scale of those stories and christians. You see, christians naturally attach themselves with the christian story, but the active scope of that story varies greatly.

Some christians station themselves high up in the grand scheme and ponder about the great works of God and how He is going to end this all and how we live in the end times and all that. They see the signs of God in every major disaster and say to themselves: “oh, how the world is still not believing, how wreched the world is.” They pray for nations, politics and big miracles. I call them “movie christians” since their view of christianity and the world is rather blockbuster-like. That view holds some great tension, an all knowing storyteller (the viewer) and everything is big!

The other view is of course the smaller view. Some christians station themselves lower, and are more like the “faithful gardener” -type. They don’t dwell in the grand scheme that much at all, but rather they live their lives quite in a small way, in the moment. Unlike the movie christians, which send christian rays everywhere signing their christianity, you cannot neccessarily tell, that these faithful gardeners are christians until you talk with them for quite a while. Their story of christianity is comprised of smaller encounters with God and people.

Now these stories are not mutually exclusive, and most christians have it both ways. But we tend to lean on the other and use it when the situation gets dire. Nor are either views inherently bad or good – or at least both views have their problems. But they do tend to change the way we view things and how we perceive this whole faith-thing -and how others perceive christianity and God through christians.

If you are a christian, which one are you?

Language of the soul (part 2)

May 17th, 2009

soul

After my last blog entry I began to think, what exactly is the language of the soul? What is the language that all human beings share in our most inner core? Here, in this question we come to the very fulcrum of our existence, for it is the soul, that binds us all together as human beings. Now I postulate here, that we do indeed have a soul, and furthermore, that the soul is an undying entity, which defines us in the most basic level, meaning that it is the very essence of a person. Whether or not this is the case, is a matter of another debate.

So what is it then, that we as people all individually have, but universally share with others? And more to the case, what is the language it speaks? The speech in the video (check out the first part) gives us some thoughts about it. It talks about hope, trust, strength, compassion. It defines the language as the language of the heart and soul, which is used to transmit the voice of our ancestors and our inheritors to come. From that i would continue, that it is the language of our innermost desires and self-awareness.

That language would be love.

And I’m not talking here about the mere feeling of love, though that is a great part about it. I’m talking about the whole complexity of love as something that defies definition, but we still know it. But then you ask, what if our soul is twisted and black? What if our soul speaks evil? How can the language be love? I would maintain, that our soul cannot be evil. I believe that the human being was created as inherently good, and that the image of God, that we carry with us, is indeed in our soul. I believe, that the evil, that resides in us is more like a shroud on our soul just like tar shrouds your lungs if you smoke. And when we ask God to save our souls, we indeed ask, that He saves the good in us and banishes the tar so to speak. But if the soul is hurt, like it more or less is in every case, it begins to desire restoration. And that’s exactly what God does, He restores our soul. Unfortunately in many cases, we humans seek not restoration, but short term retribution.

Anyways, I would argue, that the soul itself is in essence pure and inherently good. Thus it speaks in a language of love. It is something, we share universally with other human beings (and perhaps with other life to some extent). This is why the maxim in the speech is so beautiful – that we must be kind to each other – since its the greatest form of understanding we can share. And what is language, if not transmitter of understanding?

Commenting works again

May 12th, 2009

There were some problems in the commenting, namely my spamfilter thinking everyone were spambots… Well, the filter in question got the boot, so everything is in order again – the jury of the critics and compers is open.

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Language of the soul

May 10th, 2009

There has been quite a few inspirational speeches in television and big screen through the ages, and I’m one of those folks who happen to enjoy those sentimental talks. The latest, and perhaps one of my personal all-time favorites is this speech from the series Babylon 5. The setting is a scifi-series, with all the different races, star systems and the universe-talk, but the stuff in the speech is actually applicable to us aswell as human beings. It is not only good in rhetoric, but also full of good meaning. Perhaps it will inspire you like it inspired me. (The speech itself last only the first half of the clip)

This time I’m not going to talk my thoughts open about the speech here, but instead I just quote a few lines for us all to ponder about.

Always it is the same voice.
It is the small still voice that says:
We are one.
No matter the pain, no matter the darkness, no matter the loss, no matter the fear.
We are one.

Here, gathered together in common cause we agree to recognize this singular truth and this singular rule:

That we must be kind to one another.

What a beautiful, yet simple maxim.

The worldview and the oblivious

April 30th, 2009

Well, this post has been on the works for a while, as I constantly rethink it. However, I must post it now, for otherwise it will never get published. Please regard it as thoughts up in the air and don’t worry if you get lost in there somewhere, since its not particularly straight thinking this time.

Human mind is such an amazing and complex thing. I never cease to be bewildered about the manner it works and how different people can be. And how coherent many think their “mind makeup” is. We have this word for it: worldview. The dictionary defines worldview as

1. The overall perspective from which one sees and interprets the world.
2. A collection of beliefs about life and the universe held by an individual or a group.

Now these two definitions are very interesting, and there are uses for both meanings. But while it is sometimes useful to ponder the general direction one is taking in his / her views, I think it’s the second definition, that grasps something very important. Or more to the point, its the interplay of these two different meanings, that spurs my thoughts this time – since we are incoherent beings.

We try to make sense of the world and ourselves by compacting the things we see into some meaningful boxes. Especially we do this to other people we meet. Now instead of taking the whole collection of beliefs, we just pick a few of the most dominant (most dominant we see in a particular situation that is) and make it a neat package we can understand. But that ain’t the worldview by a long shot. Its just some cardboard figure we just spawned from our assumptions.

The oblivious live in a world full of cardboard figures.

And it’s not all bad, since simplification does have some very good advantages. But it is the balance of thought that we should seek after – the balance between simple and intricate. Have you met people, that spend most of their time inside the cardboard world? They are people, that are not easily drawn to the complex perspective hunting. They just see a certain kind of a world, but don’t usually stop to ponder it that much. They sneer or utter a laughter, when you try to imply something which doesn’t fit their worldview. If you insist on the matter, and get them to see things in a new way, their whole worldview gets shaken, since its not particularly flexible. Its a huge change for them, a revelation if you will.

Then there are people, who live in a world of constant complexity and change of thought. You cannot shake their thoughts as easily as you can shake the thoughts of the oblivious. They adapt to new thoughts better, but that is not to say they approve every new thought. They understand, that our world, our worldview and our view of others is a complex matter, a collection of beliefs and views, which are sometimes contradicting each other. But this view can be daunting, for it does not give a minute of rest. The constant complexity takes its toll.

And here we come to the interplay of the definitions, since most people are something inbetween of those examples above. There are many grades of complexity, and different people opt to choose different grades, depending on which setting fits them best. Some people choose to close their mind at a certain age and head for the more simple end of the spectrum. I can’t begin to understand all the different reasons they may have for this, as the mind works in such many ways. But i think its important for us to try to see and feel the variance in the world and in the people – including ourselves. Otherwise we miss so much, and in the end we have lived a life without never knowing ourselves or the important “whys” of our existence.

Where is there a good line between simple and intricate, between assuming and wondering, between cardboard figures and a sea of complexity?

Where were you when…

April 15th, 2009

We all have these memories, where we were when something big happened. For example, we probably all remember where we were, when 9/11 happened. I myself were working at Stockmann, and remember the exact time and place where I was when I first heard about it.

So far so good, but now the geeky stuff enters the picture. I happened to read a history of microprocessors from Maximum PC and began to think what memories I had of those and especially what places i combined with the memories of those specific processors. And not to my geeky surprise, I could find some fond memories to pretty much all of them excluding the very first one, since I was not born when it was first introduced. For example I associate the first Pentium P75 chip to a certain part of the city and to a certain person, who lived there and got the first P75 I knew. Or I connect 286 chip to a certain other fellow, who was building his house and I helped him in some minor tasks. He had a computer with one inside and I got to play some King’s Quest I as a reward with it! Or yet I remember my first PC, which was a 386SX 16 MHz (was not my first computer, but my first PC), lying on the floor at our home back then, when I was installing more memory to it with my father. A whooping 2 megabytes! I could even play Doom with it, with a screen sized as a stamp.

How fascinating it is, that our memory seems to work by associating things to places. No wonder we are guided to do that combining by memory experts, if we really want to remember something. It’s then easy to get it back also, by returning to the place we associate with the memory. Now if we cant remember the place then… I found it invigorating to make such a trip to my memories, so I urge you to do the same, perhaps it’ll spin something nice in your thoughts and bring a smile to your face.

The rise of a Leader

April 8th, 2009

There has been a couple of head pastor elections in my local congregations recently. In the Finnish Evangelical-Lutheran church we choose our head pastors by elections, which is based on a nice thought and sound theology, but which also happens to be very out of date practice of choosing a leader. Its a face-election, as the choosing of a leader isnt based on his / her abilities as a leader, but rather on how the candidate gets the elder people smile. But thats old news for most.

What stroke interest in me, was how the most intense battle between the candidates was not fought by the candidates themselves or the electors (members of the congregation), but rather the workers of the congregation. One particular issue rised, as the main competition was held between a kinda celebrity candidate vs. one of the congregation’s own pastors. Namely, some of the workers didn’t want their colleague to rise to a leadership position. Now the reasons for this can be numerous, and I don’t even pretend to know them all, but the thing got me thinking about the age old dilemma of a rise of a leader from ones own peers.

Especially, if people aren’t satisfied with the old leader, they tend to look for a savior from outside. This can be clearly seen on the recent presidential elections in the States. Likewise, if people do like the old leader, they seem to look a bit more favorably on the ingroup when choosing a new leader. The logic is understandable, though not wise in every situation. In any case, its hard to rise as a leader from a group, especially if you haven’t earned the position earlier when you weren’t a leader yet. The dilemma reminds me of Jesus’ words: “No prophet is accepted in his hometown.” (Luke 4:24) While the situation was different, the basic principle is the same.

And it’s not only about the leader, but also about the composition of the group. Church is an organization composed of specialists. They all have their own spiritual views and visions on how to go forward with this whole faith-thing. A church leader is in a tough position, where he / she must try to balance on different interpretations of theologies and different views on how to put faith into practice. Getting all these different views roughly in the same heading can be daunting. So while leaders do rise from inside the organization all the time, its especially hard in specialist organizations. It is much easier to accept a leader from outside that we know nothing of than to accept Joe-the-colleague in that position. Afterall, we know how Joe-the-colleague thinks (at least we think we do) and he might not advance the same spiritual agenda we do. So we project our hopes and dreams to the other leader. “Anything but Bush”

Now ofc there are reasons why outside leaders sometimes are a very good idea and all. I’m not making any judgements here. I’m merely interested in the social dynamics involved. To be able to rise as a leader from the crowd, one needs to stand out a good time before any positions are given. And what’s important, it’s not so much to impress the current boss, but to gain acceptance in the peers. And for that, one cannot simply smile and please the boss – one needs to lead a virtuous worklife. So if you aspire to be a leader someday, start walking the extra mile today.

So what’s with these christians anyway?

April 5th, 2009

Today I stumbled on a video on youtube, which made me laugh myself off my chair. Those ROFL-type of moments if you will. There are elements in the video, that don’t echo well on the more thin skinned, but it was just so hilarious take on Christianity (and to me without a bad tone, or at least it mocks everyone evenly :) ) so I thought I’d share it:

A bit after the midway Eddie Izzard talks about gospel singers. And it actually got me thinking the perseverance of the black slaves. I recently watched a movie called Amazing Grace, which is sort of the British version of Amistad. It tells a story about William Wilberforce, trying to abolish the slave trade. Anyways, despite the horrible persecution and abuse, the black slaves gave birth to some extraordinary Christian music, capturing the intense feeling of salvation. They are songs of dreams and winning, not on this world, but the transcendent one.

Perhaps we cannot sing in a great passion, until we have lost and / or won something great. We convene at our hobbyclubs (the churches) and live our lives in an easygoing society. We can’t really win anything big, if we havent lost it all first. Our middleclass lives are so fulfilling from an economical standpoint, that we really dont care that much. And if we don’t care, we don’t feel. Wealth can make people dull and grey.

Where could we find the passion for love and grace?

To see, hear and talk or to talk?

April 2nd, 2009

During the years I’ve spent on different web communities and talked endless hours through messenger I’ve begun to analyze the communication itself, which happens through a very dry medium. Normally, as all know, we communicate through so many ways, with our words covering only about 10-30% of the communication itself, depending on what theory we choose. Our movements, our tone, our facial expressions, they all contribute greatly to what we are trying to convey. On the net, that is all lost. Infact, in many cases, even our whole identity is hidden. This has a few interesting effects, though they are not neccessarily good or bad. It really depends on the situation.

One such effect is, that it is much harder to have a complex view of someone, when we have such little information about him / her (if we even know the sex). People get reduced to small ideas and we tend to regard them as more black and white. This is even more enhanced, if, let’s say in a chat a person chooses to use an idea or symbol in his / her nickname. It even happens, if we know the person in real life and have met that person face to face. It’s a curious phenomenon, which I think tracks down to the fact, that we lose so much information when talking with just text. Sometimes this can be a good thing, if we want to focus on a certain idea or topic. In many times, its a hinderance though, and thats why we have created some means to alleviate the pain.

One such mean would be the use of smilies and emoticons. In a simple way, we try to convey feelings through a medium, which at first seems quite resistant to them. And they work very well. The downside of them is, that they arent very subtle. They cover a few of very basic emotions (even though there are alot of them), but they don’t communicate subtle differences. Not only that, they aren’t always interpreted the same way. For example, the smilie : P can be taken to mean that one is dissappointed, frustrated or even that he / she is being rude. But still, smilies are a good way to enrich the textual communication.

There are countercurrents on this aswell. One could think, that since many of the other sources of information are silent, we would put extra effort in words and writing. Alas, it is slow, and slow is not good these days. Acronyms have come common, since writing text is so much slower than talking, and its not happening real time. Probably the most used would be LOL, which is a short for Laughing Out Loud. The problem with acronyms is, that they reduce the information even more, since they are generic statements. They can also be used in different meanings. LOL used to be more of a taunting expression, but then it came to be a generic expression of laughter. One just has to take the context and try to decipher if the user of LOL is using a taunting or a praising tone. Some people, usually older ones are taking quite a negative standing against acronyms, but I would advice against it, since there is a very good reason they have surfaced, and we should learn from it and develop them further.

Most of these are ways to make textual conversation better by making it easier and / or richer. What the future holds in this area, is yet to be seen, but one thing is important: we should definently not swim against the communication currents, but rather understand why they are there, and refine them to a higher level. There are many very important things to be achieved in the world, of which many start with getting people to understand each other better.